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Another health problem 😢 what did i do to deserve this? 😢
“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.”— Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (via hplyrikz)
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This is why I’m hating LDR more and more. I can’t even have your full attention anymore unless you’re about to sleep.
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The whole day i was feeling so down but i can’t cry coz you know..have to put on my tough face. Then i got home, suddenly crying out loud on the floor, longing for your hug. I was crying for like 20mins, stood up, looked in the mirror and seeing how pathetic I’ve become. I suddenly wanted to just kill myself. Got a knife, pointing it on my stomach, then my dog came closer to me and just staring at me. I let go of the knife and sat on the floor again and just hugged my dog.
It’s becoming harder and harder. I am praying harder and harder. And I still love you more and more each day despite all the things that was said and done. I just want to finally fix this 😔. I feel so broken.